life's what you make it

don't let no small fustration ever bring you down, no, no, no, no. just take a situation and turn it all around. with a new attitude everything can change, make it all you want it to be. staying mad why do that? give yourself a break. laugh about it and you'll see. life's what you make it, so lets make it rock. life's what you make it so c'mon. c'mon everybody now!

i've tried like three or four times already to make an entry in this thing, but my thoughts are all scattered right now. my brain is a mess!


for the past two hours i've been reading all the blogs, new and old, on twloha's myspace. i'm soo happy this cause has blown up and become what it is now. i remember when they had about 1,000 friends and we're about to do their first big-name festival. i love seeing things grow and develop and people not being afraid to be apart of something that brings a great deal of life to others. i can't wait to order my hoodie from them in a few days!!


do you sometimes wonder what people meant by actions speak louder than words? well, i did. i mean yeah there's obvious examples of that saying (ex - cheating on your boyfriend/girlfriend, ect...) but i guess i had never been in a situation where that saying couldn't have been more true. honestly, it's kind of like a slap in the face. worst is, it's also a broken promise. i mean, i guess the situation is out of my hands but still. getting asked the same question over and over and over again is getting really old now and it just makes me realize over and over and over again how the outcome became a reality. because even though i was hoping for the best, i think subconciously i knew the worst was the truth, but me being me, couldn't seem to grasp that concept. it's just the type of person i am...trying to always make sure i think the best of things. i'm embracing reality though because one day those questions, or well mostly question, wont be asked. one day i wont have to give that answer. even though there's that one day, it's everyday that i think about it. and to be quite honest...i don't think that will ever go away. somehow, that doesn't hit me as a negative thing necessarily.








hannah montana 3D movie party!!!!

bb good

you gotta be be good to me. i'm gonna be be good to you. we'll be happy as can be. just gotta be e good to me, baby.

it's amazing how graduation comes and in my head i'm like, 'i'm still going to see these poeple.' friday night it had finally set in that i'll go days, weeks, months, and years without seeing those people that surrounded me for the past 5 and a half years. i was super stoked to see old friends at the football game though, not to mention hanging out with deanna, cynthia, and laura before they leave for college.

saturday was all about kaelee!! =) we went cosmic bowling for her birthday, then proceeded to have a jonas brothers marathon by watching all the shows they were on that i missed. i love those boys! (ps - happy birthday nick!) i love our good times!!!

sunday was.......eventful. haha we headed on over to megan's wedding down at the harbor in mission beach. i had never worn heels that high before. i must say, i am quite proud of myself for the fact that i not once tripped, stumpled, or fell!! woohoo!!!!!! amanda made a gorgeous bride's maid and megan looked beyond gorgeous in her wedding gown! we did feel a little awkward at the reception just because the only person we knew who wasn't in the wedding was amelia, but her and her boyfriend were just as confused as us so we made a great group. haha all in all, it was a very blessed day and i'm very happy that i got to be a part of it. =)






me, amanda, megan, kaelee, and amelia!! there was such a bad glare where we were sitting.


me, deanna, and laura at the game.

temporary

and it's all a game. i know we'll stay the same, but repitition ends in failure. and everytime, i see it in your eyes. when repitition ends we'll start over.


life......life is definitely an adventure that loves to keep you on your toes. sometimes, i don't like staying on my toes. i like having my feet planted, knowing i'm grounded, secure. but then, once things become too routine, i like a little change.

tomorrow is a journey back to the old stompin grounds. haha i've only been out of high school for almost 3 months and i still dread going back to that place. well, not exactly dread but you know when you pass by your school on holiday breaks or during summer and you're like 'man i don't miss that place'? well that's how it feels. i miss my friends but definitely not waking up at 6:30am to go there. haha it should be fun. can't wait to see some friends that are still stuck there.