Monday, January 5, 2009

inevitable

do you remember when we were just kids, and cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss? school yard conversations taken to heart, and laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not. i wanna break every clock, the hands of time could never move again. we could stay in this moment for the rest of our lives. is it over now? hey, hey is it over now? i wanna be your last first kiss that you'll ever have. i wanna be your last first kiss.




2009 is here! can you believe it?! i seriously can't get over how fast 2008 whizzed on by. new year's eve was spent at the best friend's house laughing, drinking, and just being our normal dorky selves. i loved that we brought that tradition back to life! ah, love that girl to death!

it's crazy, in exactly one month i'll be nineteen years old. my last year as a teenager. no, i'm not stoked about it either! i'm that person that wants to go fly off to never never land with peter and fight captain hook so i wont have to grow up. it would be adventerous, right? anyway. . .nineteen. ugh! school maybe in session next month also, or in march. i haven't really decided yet. i'm still trying to work out all the kinks so i can do what i want to. at the rate i'm going, my semester off might turn into a year off. haha


lately a lot of things have been eating away at my mind. some good, some bad. love is a strange thing, but something i whole-heartedly believe in. i believe every single person has a soul mate. i believe everyone deserves the right to be happy. i believe everyone deserves the right to love freely. wether any of those things are in a homosexual or heterosexual way, it doesn't matter. everyone deserves those three things. lately, it seems that true love is so rare with individuals. people throw love around like it's nothing, saying it to get what they want. something people don't seem to understand is that love isn't just a feeling, it's a passion. something that's meant to be soo strong and and feel soo strong that it takes over your mind, heart, body and soul. hopefully, more people will start remembering the true meaning of love and help bring it back.




question of the day: do you have any new years resolutions?

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