games

and i wonder will you care when i'm gone and it's done and i've really had enough? and i'm sorry for the trouble it's been costing us soo much. splitting apart is getting harder to tell what you want. i'm so bored with these games.

have you ever felt that life was starting to look up? like, everything was going good and you're just cruising along then something suddenly puts all that to a hault? well, hello to you too life-haulter.

i had a friend. friend and i were best friends for two years. we were the typical attached at the hip-spent every free moment together-didn't do anything without the other type. to make a long story very, very short, things fell through. she blames it on a boy, i blame it on typical high school stuff: drama, drama, and drama. it was all too much for me so i said screw it. last time we talked was in june. last time we talked as best friends was december of 2007.

well, all that changed on thursday when friend texted me apologizing and wanting to be friends again. i told her it was all good, never had anything against her, but i didn't think i could be friends with her again. we talked about grabbing lunch and talking it out face-to-face, that's the only way we can ever get everything out in the open - feelings, thoughts, opinions. we'll see what happens.

as if that didn't throw off my day enough, later that evening my parents and i had to take my sister to the ER. she fell while trying to break up a fight and smacked the back of her head pretty hard on the pavement. she didn't complain about it at first, but then she started to say that she felt really dizzy and then all hell broke lose. she started crying and screaming and she didn't know how to do anything or what was wrong. so we spent six hours in the ER and found out she had a concussion. it was one of the scariest things i've experienced, just with it being my little sister and because she was there of her head. it's always scary when something's wrong with a person's head, soo many possibilities. thankfully, she's okay.


in other news. . . i'm finally nineteen. birthday was good, felt lots of love from all my friends and family. =) got nick and norah's infinite playlist!!!!! oh boy, that movie has some fantastic one-liners and an amazing soundtrack! plus, michael cera looks as cute as ever! i've been scoring major hours at work the passed week, thank goodness! i need all the money i can get! haha FINALLY got hsm3 yesterday!!!!!!!! wal-mart had sold-out of the extended version on tuesday and only had the boring version so i opted to wait. but yesterday when i went there with my dad i saw it and made him buy it for me! yes, i still cry every time i watch it. haha

i can't wait to go see this movie with my sister and cousin!! =)